Vanish

"It seems like you have gone. Is it for good?"

"Yes. I guess so. No. I mean I am sure. This is the only way."

"Why? How can you think that way?"

"Because I believe that HE The All Knowing, knows my heart and what I feel. I believe this is the only way. I can't take this anymore."

"Are you hurt? Hate so much?"

"No", crying. "Not because of hating. Because the feeling that I have is too strong for me to handle. I am scared. I miss him so much. He doesn't understand that I..", crying. "that I cannot be like him. I cannot live with somebody else while my heart is with him. I cannot pretend that I am okay to be apart. How can he admitted that he has the same feeling but choose to live all by himself?"

"I am sorry." Hugging, to calm her down.

"That's why I choose to vanish. I need time for myself. I need to know it myself from HIM. I need this."

"I understand."