I respect

"You can have me
With my absence
You can feel me
Without looking at me
You can connect with me
Magically

I admit all above
And I respect your view.

I have mine too

I want to have
I want to be connected
Both magically and physically

I want to feel
To have someone I call husband
I want to feel
To have at least a child I call son or daugther
I want to devote my life
To my own family

I want to experience all above.

You can stay where you are
Believe in what you believe in
Cherish every moment of your life with that

I understand.

I will have to move on
Devoting to my family and my future family

I have a hope, once.
Not twice but many times, my hope broken into pieces
Each and every time I build it again with tears, once it stood still high up in the sky, your words broke it into pieces.

Maybe those were the sign, given by the Creator to stop trying, and move on.

I have my own views and believes
In the mean time, with the time I do not own, I will continue spread love to all."