I'm not alone

I'm not alone
in this, for
I have Him who
always there for me, and
us.
It stated in the
Manual book;
"...We are closer than vein..."
Chapter 50, verse
16

I'm not alone
in this, for
I have them whom
He send them for
me
So we can do
this together

I'm not alone
and I
realized that
you don't have
to worry much
for I'm not saying
that I'm alone
in the;
'I can't do it alone'
it was a piece of
art to
invite you and all
to be in One team:

Spreading the good news
and 
The truth about Islam

Benefiting

iMuslim iRemind #Are we benefiting others?

Mega Street Dakwah 21st Dec 2014

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh

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I can't do it alone

It just scared me
To really realize that
where am I now
Not knowing where am I
gonna end up to
Not knowing with whom
might I be there
Which way of there
I know nothing about it
one thing for sure
There is the only place that we all
wish and wanted to be

It just scared me
To know that
where are me now
Not realizing nor understanding
the reality of nowadays
Still making up saying
"I ain't messing up with nobody
nobody messing up with me
I'm good"
Not knowing or
perhaps misunderstand
the responsible of we
here

It just scared me
Till make me wanna
scream out loud to
each one of them,
Till make me wanna
run as fast as I could
share as much as I can
to them but I know
That is not the way it is....
and
I can't do it alone

Presenting Islam in 2 minutes

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh to

ALL READERS... yes, including you.. *SmilingPanda*

In this post, I wrote a flow to present Islam. If you realize, I have wrote what is Islam in the previous post. You could check it from the list. Thank you and I recommend you to read that first or you'll get lost in this post.

So, let's begin.

Please bear in mind that this is how we presenting Islam to I called not-yet-Muslim brothers and sisters.

Hi/Hello there,

I'm Panda, nice to meet you, what is your name, Miss/Madam/Mr?

I'm sorry to bother you but could I buy your two minutes, please. I want to share something with you.

Thank you so much, I really appreciate your acceptance.

Alright, have you ever heard the word Islam? Yes? So, do you know what is it all about? well, you can give short answer.

That's good for you concern and to mind about others as well. Well, we live in this cross-culture country. Okay, now I'm gonna tell you a brief about it, I mean, Islam.

Actually, Islam came from Arabic word. Do you know what is Arabic, don't you?

Good, from the word Islam, there are 3 different meaning which are Salam means Peace, Aslama means Willing Submission and the third one is Salima means Pure or authentic.

So, all these three words peace, submission and pure/authentic are related to relation from a Creator to the creation. This can lead to the meaning of Islam which is a total submission without force to one God who Created this universe. So, we can see that this is actually a relationship between Creator and creation. Well, you can refer to chapter 3 verse 19 and chapter 5 verse 3.

And, those that or who willingly submit it/him/herslef to one God who Created this universe are Muslim. (22:18). Then, there was a Messenger called Muhammad (s.a.w), have you ever heard about Muhammad before? okay, what about Moses, Abraham, Jesus and Issac? yeah, they are all messenger, right? same goes to Muhammad, he is the sealed of all Messengers. (33:40)

Back then, Muhammad as the messenger delivered messages came from the Creator to us. And all the messages are now can be founded in Qur'an. (41:53)

Have you ever heard a book called Qur'an? yes, like the Bible..but this book of messages is protected by the Creator starting from the 1st ayah was delivered till now.

Okay, the last thing that I want to share is about the Creator. From the Qur'an in chapter 112, verses 1 to 4, it stated that there is only One God, place for us to seek help, no family members and He is not the same like creation.

So, basically, this is what Islam is...... what about yours?

I wonder

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabrakatuh....

this is just a post bout questions that keep on coming in my mind..... some I have found the answer..some, just remain as it is....

I wonder why the leaves are green? where the word green comes from? I wonder why it is so common that cat eats fish when cat usually afraid of water.. then, how did they knew fish? I wonder why the cloud are white? why not blue, like the sky? but..it is the sky is blue?? I thought the outer space is dark? why bird can fly and why we can't fly while fish can swim, we can too but why not fly? I wonder why the mountains are huge and why there are hills and mountains why not only one type only? why the son is so big even bigger than the earth but we can see it in round shape? why the river always flow in one direction not like the sea? why we are called human? why the earth called earth and why the sun called sun? why police wear blue-black uniforms why not white? 

okay, there's a lot but I stop here... I'll continue for more...

SYS

It still there

It happened long before

The sky was clear

The sun shone bright

A girl alone, standing

hoping nor waiting

Scarred heart refuses

to take it back

for any chances

Now and then

Her heart was touched by

the similarity that they have

"Owh dear,

I refuse but deep in me

I'm not"

it is true

Once you called a person

friend

it remains forever

Thought

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh

I thought that she knows
I thought that he knows too
I thought that they know bout it too

Well, I am pretty sure that these are the lines that you often use when you want or try to explain something that you assumed. For example, you saw a hole on a road. Instead of you tell others, you keep on walking. Then, when something happened, a person fell into a man-hole, you might say,

"I thought that he knew that there is a hole"

Do you get what I mean? Here is an example of ignorance. I'm not saying that you are ignorance, I'm just stating that people nowadays tend to assume and thought instead of spreading the information to others.

So, now you know it right? let's start to share the goodness with everyone..!

SYS

p/s: Sharing is caring. Caring is loving. Loving is good. Good makes you a better person.

Ralat

<RALAT>

Nak tegur, tak tertegur
Bukan tidak mahu ataupun 'ignorant'
Cumanya masa dan keadaan
Yang sesuai perlu dicari
Hati yang rapat rapuh juga 
Perlu dijaga
Lainlah amal, iman dan taqwanya ampuh
Bak pertahanan tentera Sallahudin..

Wahai teman seperjuangan
Diriku dirimu rapat sentiasa selalu
Hatiku cuba memahamimu
Diriku juga menahan diriku
Dari menyakitkan hatimu
untuk menyampaikan y Haq
Diriku juga sedar tahu dan faham
keadaan diriku serba kekurangan
Namun bukan alasan
untuk ku mu dan semua
Meninggalkan,
'amar makruf, nahi mungkar'

p/s: What do you think? *SenyumTawarPanda*

Musical Theater - Khalifah Umar Abdul Aziz

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah and Konnichiwa..!!

Tonight I got the chance to watch a play, musical one, again. The 1st theater musical was in 2010, a Teslian trip to KLPAC but trust me, those who are under-age shouldn't watch it. 

Well, I'm not gonna explain bout what happened back there in 2010 instead I want to review my latest theater-watched - Khalifah Umar Abdul Aziz.

What I knew before I came?

I've heard patches part of his life. I heard that he managed to balance the economy of the country. I heard that he was once a rich man. I heard that he light-off his light when he finished working even when he had to walk in the dark. He was a man who managed to rule by using Qur'an and Sunnah as the main roots. 

What I've watched?

All those story that I've heard matches with the story-line of the play. Well, the story-line is based on the true Sirrrah, and all those heard stories are Sirrah to. So, it is normal if there are same. 

Dressed

I solute that they managed to get suitable clothes for the guys but the women they could improve on it, As the play began, an Iman lead a pray and in his pray, this play is done to spread the truth but I do believe that our mission could not mean yes to everything and anything there are boundaries. 

Singing-part

I think they could skip the female-singing part for we could not use our voice to attract others. Well, Islam taught us be modest and I believe that singing is one of the not-so-modest-verb fpr female. Again, mission could not mean yes to everything and anything for there are boundaries.

Characters

There are some characters that really brings the play alive. I heard some gave comment that the antagonist really helped them to stay awake, But what? you just stay alert when they showed you the bad part? err.. so, did you really take notes on the input give? Ops..!! okay.. okay.. Husnuzon dear.. husnuzon... I believe that overacting like those two female characters (Umar Abdul Aziz's wife's friends) aren't necessary for it just lower down you through identity as a muslim. Yes, I do understand that you are in play but again, mission could not mean yes to everything and anything fr there are boundaries.

Reciting Qur'an verse and translation

These two parts are my favourite.Both have played the part so well that I could emerge myself in their message.Masya-Allah...it was beautiful.

Conclusion

I was satisfying to watch it for tones of knowledge I get still improvent has to be done for it stay in His Mercy through times... insyaAllah

Well, that is all from me

SYS.

Islam?

Assalamualaikum and Howdy..!

Based on my post title, what comes into your little mind? Well, here I'm gonna tell you a bit about a religion called Islam. I believe that you've heard the named before, haven't you?

Basically, I will write about 5 important points for you to get a clue, what Islam is all about. The 5 points are:

1. Islam
2. Muslim
3. Qur'an
4. Muhammad
5. God

Keep in mind that this is just a brief, alright? Deeper understanding will come later. Shall we start now?

The first point is about the name of religion itself, Islam. Actually, the word 'ISLAM' comes from Arabic means peace and submission. As a total, Islam means 

" A total submission towards One God who created this universe without force "

Which means that no one or nothing is forcing something to do this total submission to One God who is actually a creator of this amazing universe/world.

And Muslim (2nd point) can be interpreters as

" Anything and anyone who is willingly to submit totally to one God who created this universe without force including the moon, the sun, starts and us "

Here, we could see the connection between Islam and Muslim, right? Islam is a total submission and Muslim is the submitter. Alright, you must be confuse, why the moon, the sun, stars and us can be Muslim? Lets take a look again at the meaning of Islam. The One God who is actually the creator of this universe, rules this universe, right? So, the moon, stars, the sun are in the universe, right? And they never fail to follow the rules of the universe, agree? the moon always appears on time, the sun never stop shining and our body, keeps on working without fail (except for some circumstances). All of them follow the rules stated by the creator which is the One God. 

Now lets move on to the third point, Qur'an. Basically, it is actually a manual of life. A guidance for us to live this live. Without guide, how can one live his/her live? just like gadgets. You need to know how to operate them before you can really use it, right? you'll read the manual given, perhaps. Nowadays you can see Qur'an which has been collected and published as a book. Now, how actually this manual came to the earth?

To answer this, lets go to the fourth point.

Have you ever heard a name called Muhammad before? What about Jesus, Moses, Abraham? basically, Muhammad is same like the latter names, he is a messenger and he is the seal of all messenger. So, what does a messenger did? Messenger is like a connector between us and One God who created this universe. He got messages and delivered it to the mankind. Nowadays, there is no messenger for Muhammad is the seal and Qur'an is what we have now as a guidance for us to live our live.

Now I will reveal to you what is God? Who is the One God? Lets look again to the meaning of Islam, "One God who created this universe". God is actually the creator and He the only one God. Well, do you agree with me that we only need One God instead of two? What will happen to a country with two rulers? What will be happen to London if there are two Queens? See the logic there. One God is enough to rule over this universe. He has no family. He does not need any beginning and ending but we as His creation do have both. He is the creator and other than Him is the creations including us. We are His creation because He is the Creator. Agree?

Well, if you disagree with me, then tell me why, okay, we'll discuss bout it in details...

So, this is it, a brief about a religion called Islam. I'll come back later with more explanation about this total submission towards One God who created this universe without force.

SYS.

In Pain

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

It's hurt

I'm in pain

In this state

My eyes, heart, soul, qalb

Felling the burdens

of Pain

in me

Unable to let it go

Grip become tighter

Lose it

I wish

Still, 

I'm lost, again

Her Cold Lil Room

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

This is a long lost post that I left drafted in the unpublished list. So, it happened when I came back from home to my university. Didn't have the key, stayed in my bestie's room. So, it was before I started my teaching practice which probably in December. Hahaha.. I know, it was a long time ago. Huhuhhu.

.........................................................................

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Last night I stayed in her room. It was cold...

I slept on the floor coz there's only a bed. By using my sweater (Bronco) and bed sheet, I entered my dream world, silently.

Woke up a bit late and realized that I didn't move my body posture at all. Again, that morning, it was cold. Unable to be in tho coldness, we turned of the fan. 15 minutes promised, sunk in the morning dream of mine.

To think again, I wonder, how people out there who do not have home, sleep? especially in cold weather country. How can they actually by the road side coz I'm sure it is freezing cold.

I miss you?

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Alhamdulillah.. currently in here, UTM.

Before this, I really missed my lil friends in UTM (Archery team). Almost every night, my dreams filled with them. Urgh..!! I missed them so much till I felt like want to hug them tight when I meet them, seriously. 

I kept the feeling with pray for them. Yes, sometimes I did tell them that I missed them but just for once. Not more than that, I kept it for I wanted to release the feeling of missing them when I see them. My heart hurt so badly. I hold it tight...refuse to let the feeling go.

Then........

Today I met them. Two of them, precisely. 

1st.

She picked me up by the road side. I kissed her hand and hugged her. I missed her. Then we changed stories, lots of stories. Alhamdulillah... I still can't believe that we met each other. 

2nd.

We went to his college to sent him his stuff. I knew that I missed him to. But once I saw him, I felt nothing. almost empty. I was confuse, feelingless.

I keep on asking myself, do I really miss them, ALL of them so badly? do I? Or it was just sort of like a habit for me to see them...so when they are not there, right on front of my eyes, I feel like the habit of mine is gone? Confusing.

Then, hey...!! husnuzon panda..!! husnuzon..!!

On The Night Road

Assalamualaikum

Tonight we went to MM without my parents and my lil brother who's not so lil anymore. There was only one reason for us to go there-pinky shoes.

It was fast. As quick as we reached there, I found the shoes I wanted. Next we made a pit stop in Popular, bought two magazines for our soul and a mechanical pencil (for my youngest sis). Then, off we went back home.

On the way back home, an accident have happened before we reached. My tummy cried , wanted to be filled in but my mind was disturbed by the liquid spread on the road. Either blood or gas, no one in the car knew. Yet we went for a dinner, together.

Before we reached to MM, there was SILENT. nobody speak nor made any sounds. It was a disturbing silent, for me. It forced my self to think about everything (almost) had happened before-my entire life. 

Flashing back, started from the moment we were moving out in the car......

My dad was reminding us to hurry as my sissies and I prepared. Calmness gone. Then my mom came, did the same thing to us. I just grabbed anything that I needed and went out immediately. She asked for not to buy anything for her nor dad. Keep the money to myself for dad wouldn't send we to go back to UTM with khacing no more. I knew, family crisis was on - Money problem.

I was well understood that last month and before last month, we didn't have enough money for most of the money went to naza (car broke down) and kenari (same problem as well). Things went worse for dad after my brother resigned from Qym. All payments and bills were on my dad. It was too heavy for him, I realized.

Calculating, I too, used more money than before. I've asked to much. Plus with my training session for three weeks away from home, sure, needed money. Where? dad of course. Again, the burden was on him to carry. 

I didn't blame anyone. This is what I called test and challenge for my dad from Him. But for me, his daughter, it was not easy when I saw the changes in his behaviour lately. All I could say, he was trying to get his mind out of the problems. 

My plan to get a license die. I was afraid. I don't want to add more burden to him. My mind keep on thinking like someone who is interested in business, make more money by myself. To help my dad and my brother as well. My head hurt, again.

All the way to MM, been in my own world, thinking and thinking all over again. 

It was scary to think about the future which you don't even know where it goes and ends... Money is not everything but to almost everything forced us to have money. This is just a little 'ujian' from Him to my dad and us as a unit of family. How to solve it? 

Back to basic..............ALLAH 

1st_TheBigThing (Part 2)

Part 1
.......At this moment of my life, I was like, "I'm okay, I'm still okay, I can control my self, my mind and my heart".

After a year……………………….

Before Ramadhan, my heart hurt so badly. The feeling of wanting to let go of it was so huge. I almost failed to keep it shut for few times. To keep my heart cold, every time I remembered him, I would pray.. asked for His guidance. Until...

Another test coming. Each and every moment I prayed, he would be there.."Tadaa.!!" I t was like a magic.. And the whole Ramadhan, I was so terrified with my own heart. Bleeding. Wanted to let go of it. Urgh..!! added up with him who wanted me to speak up the truth of all the secrecy that I've kept from him. I bet he could smell it, it just that, until I speak up, he will simply deny it. I keep on holding to my promise, TWO YEARS that it all what I need.

As the precious month went away, Syawal was another month that gave myself a joy but not for long. Wounded heart bleeding, again. I knew it was different this time. The tremendous feeling of wanting to tell him was far great. Countless time I typed text filled with words of sincerity and guilty that I've kept. Alhamdulillah. As fast as I typed it, I deleted it. 

From Him I asked strength to keep it to myself. 

I was fully understood that I couldn't let myself been fooled by the heart game. I must kept my word to myself for the best of all. The friendship that I'v built with him was enough. The stubbornness of telling him the truth would help both of us in the sense of qalb, what I believe in. 

Besides, I want the best of all. Enough of suffering from this kind of madness, all I want is the purest love from Him, Rasulullah, Family and Friends. Later, insyaAllah he, my husband who I never know yet. 

I am a person with a hope, high hope in protecting my on love. Grieving and mourning for lower class love is such a wasted. I know which and what I want. No need to give my heart to someone who I never know will be the man of my soul...

Life with Books

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

I keep my time occupied by reading books. Officially just finished read "Cinta High Class" by Fatimah Syarha and her hubby;

And starts reading "Aku Terima Nikahnya" by Hasrizal Abdul Jamil;

To be honest, I choose books by the writer. The 1st book that really touch my dry soul is "Sinergi" by Hilal Asyraf;

The 2nd book is VT, again by Hilal Asyraf;

The 3rd is Syabab by Fatimah Syarha... I borrowed the book from an inspirational friend, Adibah Rozain. 

Erk..! I do wanna tell you bout these books but... umm...  gotta go.. 

p/s: dun forget to update ourself bout Mesir

1st_TheBigThing (Part 1)

It's been a while after my come back post. Yes, I was eager to write yet I haven't write any for weeks. Gomennasai (sorry in Japanese). I was busy with MASUM (click here for details).  As I promised in my come back post, I wanted to start writing bout the Big-Thing called L.O.V.E.

I thought he is the one

I thought I was right

I thought this was it

With His help

Opened up my heart

Stumped by the big vision of mine

I knew

I was wrong

Without hesitate

I loved him

And renew my love

For HIM

The one and only

A s a teenager, it is normal for my heart to like someone, yeah, it's normal. Then, it's up to me either to control it with iman or let it control me by nafs. Browsing through my life history, I've learnt so much bout my heart matters. As I grown up, I knew better bout my cold little heart.

Having lots of nakama (friends in Japanese) both otoko (male in Japanese) and onna (female in Japanese) force me to keep my life line with Him fresh all the time or I will be lost in the world of fitnah. Having friends with no same interest and understanding in Islam is a part, to have otokono nakama is not easy. To be honest, my mind keep on thinking bout Ikhtilat, every time I had some bussiness with the guys. It's hard especially when I was too close to them. In other words, he is my best friend. As if I dun have any other girls to be my bff.

To make this short (want to explain bout the poem), I was just gone through a phase of life that really make my life  miserable a bit. Why a bit? Because  I managed to control my heart (Alhamdulillah, praise for Him for helping me).

I knew a guy from my girl friends, they talked about him, a lot. As always, I enjoyed to listen to their amazing stories. Until one day, I met him.

We were chatting at the same place when he came. I was like, "oh, he is the one that you were talking bout...". So we met and became friend just like them. Almost everyday we met up as a gang, I thought. As day goes by, I found out that we (the guy and me) have something in commons, opinion bout someone we like.

I respected our friendship much more than anything but I knew that I couldn't really ignore my 'feeling' toward him. So, I kept it as a tiny biny little secret, locked it in a special corner of my little cold heart. As my principle of life, "Family and Friend First". At the same time, I asked His Guidance bout this matter; istikarah and tahajud. At this moment of my life, I was like, "I'm okay, I'm still okay, I can control my self, my mind and my heart".

After a year……………………….

Before Ramadhan, my heart hurt….. (Part 2)

Last Post in Previous Blog

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Actually, this is my previous blog:

adahredha.blogspot.com

Err.... the point is, my up coming post is related with the last post.. hahaha... so here it is;

Assalamualaikum

It's been a while.. I haven't written anything.. sorry for that.. InsyaAllah, I'll start writing again *Aameen*

Why? because I think, I have to and I want to. hm.. okay, no no no... because I want to and I have to.

Wanted

The 'feel' of writing something is back. After months of stopping-writing I feel like want to write again. No any other reasons. So, ask me don't.Thank you.

Have to

Practice makes perfect. Speaking fully in English, na ah.. not here in my life.. code mixing? yup. Plus, my writing skill is bad (Allah Allah) need to brush it up (lama tak guna). No other reasons behind the scene. Once again, ask me don't. Thank you.

InsyaAllah.........

p/s: I'll start writing bout the common and closest thing in human life, HEART.

Ta'aruf, I'm a Panda

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Just a short and simple bout me

Basically, I'm a Panda and I'm gonna turn 21 this October 3rd InsyaAllah. My priority in Life will be Allah The One and Only, Rasulullah s.a.w, Islam my religion (alhamdulillah), Loving Family and Friends. 

Food that I love, my mom's cooking (of course), cheese cakes (love them), any kind of fruits (I'm a Panda, remember? hahaa), popia basah (in Kuale Kangsar) and putu mayam....

I'm gonna be an educator InsyaAllah (Aameen), got another 2 years before I graduate (can't wait!!).

Full stop.

p/s:This is my 4th blog. *SmilingPanda*