Alhamdulillah.. currently in here, UTM.
Before this, I really missed my lil friends in UTM (Archery team). Almost every night, my dreams filled with them. Urgh..!! I missed them so much till I felt like want to hug them tight when I meet them, seriously.
I kept the feeling with pray for them. Yes, sometimes I did tell them that I missed them but just for once. Not more than that, I kept it for I wanted to release the feeling of missing them when I see them. My heart hurt so badly. I hold it tight...refuse to let the feeling go.
Then........
Today I met them. Two of them, precisely.
1st.
She picked me up by the road side. I kissed her hand and hugged her. I missed her. Then we changed stories, lots of stories. Alhamdulillah... I still can't believe that we met each other.
2nd.
We went to his college to sent him his stuff. I knew that I missed him to. But once I saw him, I felt nothing. almost empty. I was confuse, feelingless.
I keep on asking myself, do I really miss them, ALL of them so badly? do I? Or it was just sort of like a habit for me to see them...so when they are not there, right on front of my eyes, I feel like the habit of mine is gone? Confusing.
Then, hey...!! husnuzon panda..!! husnuzon..!!
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