Tired of..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

One thing that I learn about my ownself is impermanent.

What I meant is, I can't stick to a something or someone for a loooooooong term. In another word, I'm tired of to the saaaamme thing in a looooong term.

There are few evidences; people and stuffs.

People, in a relationship called f, r, i e, n, d - friend. I do love my friends, especially besties but I can't stick to them like 24/7 or 12/7 for a loooong period of time. Maximum, 2 and a half month. Then, I'll start to keep my mouth shut, trying hard not to spit out any inappropriate words. Which means, I'm suffered inside. How to heal? I just need time to be away and alone for days or maybe months.. or I'll explode like a mad volcano.

Alhamdulillah.. despite of that, I'm totally fine with family.

Stuffs like games, social networks, and maybe reading materials. Games, I like to play games, you know the ones that you can just download from AppStore store and Play Store. First, I like it, next, I uninstalled it.
Social networks like Facebook, yes, I know, I always use it yet I'm tired of it, ironic. Twitter, wechat, blog (well, I'm not, now.) and few others. Again, I just need to get myself awaaaay from it. Then, I'll be fine.
Reading materials, like books, journals, peoms, novels.. I can only read it when I want and when I need to. If not, I can only read for few pages and okay, just place it there, besides me for days.

Alhamdulillah, a book that I never tired of reading is Quran.

The thing is I still loves Panda, family and Islam (Rabbee, Muhammad)