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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

(in the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful)

Today post is a bit personal. 

I realized that my time here, is no longer than a month, a week to be preside. With the gift given by Him, few days left, lots of unfinished things, I couldn't really focus on myself. Instead, I'm focusing on others stuffs and people around me; family. 

Yes, people might say, it is just fr few months only but hey, do we know when will we die? Yeap, no one can actually answer that. So, part is a BIG deal to me. even I have done it more than hundreds times still, it is a SERIOUS case for me. 

At the same time, glad to meet them; friends. I know, irony eh.

So, this post is like taking out those noises in my head out. Not interested? Sorry...

A person told me before, okay not just a person... there were few;

Meeting and Parting lillahitaala (for Allah).

I admit it is. T_T

the truth is, saying and reading are different from applying. Bitter truth. So, I'll just have to do it.

Next is about this little red creature inside my body which people call, heart. Eh, nope..! specifically, soul. This is hard okay. It is also difficult for me to spit it out. This tangled threads in my soul really making me sick. I mean, the soul. Hundreds of questions came up and none have the answers. True, the answer will come sooner or later, still, when it started to questions about the meaning of life (which included me in it), it is a big deal. Sometimes I just wish I didn't even know more about it. Okay.. okay.. I'm not saying that I'm not being grateful of the knowledge, it just that... *sigh*

okay.. writing here, not gonna help me at all.

Assalamualaikum to all 

*SmilingPanda*