Harapanku

Ber-angan angan ku nampak
Seloka jenaka
Ku pohon agar
ia tak setinggi
Harapanku
Agar tidak
Jatuh dalam
Dilema yang
Bagaikan tidak
Berkesudahan

Oleh adahredha@gmail.com

Simple

I love night time
Because you never
And will never
Miss to say
A simple
Good night
To me
Which is
Like a
Box full of happiness
To my
Heart,
Good night.

By adahredha

Titisan akhir

Hilang fokusku
MenghadapNya
Tatkala hanyut aku
Dalam memori lama
bersama teman, kamu
Yang sentiasa bersama
Dengan aku memberi
Mula seronok dan rasa bahagia
Setelah hampir setahun

Dengan penuh sabar
Aku lalui
Satu persatu
Dari satu tempat ke
Satu tempat
Dari satu orang ke
Satu orang

Setelah selesai
Ke sana dan ke mari
Tibalah masanya maka
Aku diperbaringkan

Dengan seribu satu debaran
Aku ikuti setiap
Yang dipinta dan diminta

Lantas terkilas
Memori yang pertama kali
Hingga yang paling akhir
Terasa rindu menerpa
Saat itu

Saat dibius kesedaran
Terus rasa menyesal
Menjenguk ruang fikiran
Mengapa aku bersungguh
Sedang aku gemuruh
Perit itu terasa
Lama walau hanya sebentar

Kata kata mula dilontar
Dengan penuh tutur dan seloka
Memujuk aku
Untuk terus bersabar

Terus tidak terasa
Peritnya lagi
Yang ada hanya
Gelak tawa dan senyuman
Aku syukur

Pandangan bertemu
Merah gelap
Dan pekat bagaikan
Bebuah beri yang
Dihancurkan lumat
Sikit tiada rasa menyesal
Kekaguman mula menerpa
Bahagia menjelma
Syukur aku

Saat itu
Mula terasa hilang
Kehilangan yang mula
Dari atas
Namun aku redha
Dan rela dengan kehilangan itu
Alangkah bahagia
Dan tenangnya aku
Jikalau aku mampu
Untuk seredha dan serela ini
Dalam melepaskan
Dan menerima kehilanganmu

Sehingga ke titisan
Yang akhir aku
Mula merasa
Puas dan tenang
Segala rasa yang hadir
Bagaikan meresap dalam jiwa
Sehingga menimbulkan
Ketenangan yang aku kira
Jarang jarang aku
Rasai kini

Alangkah bahagianya
Dan tenangnya aku
Jikalau aku mampu
Untuk redha dan rela
Dalam melepaskan
Dan menerima yang aku
Tak akan dapat memilikimu
Dan dimilikimu
Dan kehilanganmu

Bukankah sudah aku katakan
Merinduimu itu
pedih pahit dan payah
Namun aku rela
Sakit rindu
Daripada sakit hidup
Dengan kenyataan
Hidup fana ini.

Oleh adahredha@gmail.com

The one

The moment
I think of you
Is the moment
That I believe
You too
Thinking of me

Whenever I miss you
I believe that
You are
Missing me
Too

Unlike others
Every time
You're reaching
Me
My heart blooms
Like magic
I feel

Like you are
The one
For me
And
I am
The one
For you

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The best part

Remember and memories
All I have
To make you
To keep you
Alive in my life

No need photos
Memories are the best
And you are
One of the best part
Of my life

Missing you
And your whole life too

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Better than

Forever bless
To know you
To understand you
To have you
And
To love you

You
In the other hand
Are perfectedly perfect
Unlike others

You
Know me
My past, my present and my future
You
Understand me
Better then anyone else
You
Love me
Like no one others

and I am
Forever blessed
To be in love with
You

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Worth it

Selfish I am
Wraping my arms
Around me
Keeping myself
To me and only

Still you pick up
The phone and call
Reaching me
When others don't

It might looks like nothing
To some
But it means a lot
To me

You make me feel
I am too
Important to you

How selfish I am
To others yet you
Make me feel
Important again

I miss you so much
Like I can wrap you in my hugs
Every single day

You
Make
Me
Feel
Like
I
Am
Worth
It
Love.

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Jump in and out

Hearing your voices
Through phone call
Which we didn't plan
To make
Makes my heart
Blooms with
Joy and excitement

Knowing how much
I have missed you

Really feels like
Want to jump into the phone
And jump out
To you
Hug and hug lots

Thank you dear
For having me
For always there
Making me feel special

Love you
Hug

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My-s

My smiles are fewer
My glows are fading
My warmth is cooling
Because they are missing you

Missing to be near with you

Please come back early
I'll be waiting for you
Each and every piece of me
Eager and looking forward
To be with you, again

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Wonder and magic

Your
Laughters and smiles
Illuminate the dim little world
Warm the cold hearted world, Of mine

Never dream of losing you
Always praise and grateful
Of having you

Everything looks wonderful and magical
with your sights and views

You, I love.

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With me

In times of grief and lost
You come to me
No, you didnt
You did not come because
You are always here
With me

Support me through ups and downs
Believing me
In each and every move I made
Guiding me
To pass through the great challenges
In life

Nothing can I compare
The love you have
For me to anything that ever exist
In this world
And the greatest thing you always do is
Englightens me to love you too.

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Ceiling and empty

Staring at the ceiling
Chanting the praises and phrases
Hoping my eyes to set loose
And my consciouness to be set free

All my senses wake
Capturing each and every details
From the loudest sound of thunder outside
To the silence of my own heart beat

Arms wraping each other
Trying to comfort and warm one another

Looking at the side, empty
Missing those eyes
Which will look after me till I pass
Missing those arms
Which will wrap and hug till I pass
Missing those warm breath
Which slightly touch my skin
And
Missing everything about you

Staring back at the ceiling
Hoping you there
Missing me too

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Before

Lay down next to you
Is the last thing
I would love to do
Before enterring
The night dream world
Ahead

Looking at your eyes
Shining with little light
Gives me the best view
Of how much
Love you have for me

I would keep staring
At your face
Like the stars
Keep on shining
At night time

Till I close my eyes
And fall asleep
With you
Besides me
In your arms
that care and hug
Me well
Like a fragile little kid

Before entering the
Night dream world
Laying next to you
Is the last thing
I would love
To do

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How can I?

Tears could not reach
down my cheeks
Because your hand
Wipe them off
And your lips
Kiss them soft

Nothing could beat
The careness
And lovingness
You have for me

Each and every smile
You make for me
Brightens my life
Mind heart and soul

Each and every laugh
You make for me
Enlightens my day
Mind heart and soul

No blades or bullets
Could ever pass through
Or even reach my heart
For you are always there
To keep me safe and sound
Wrap in your arms

How can I not be so in love
With you?

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Missing part

As soon as my feet land on
the light pale brown sandy beach
My ears catch
the sound of sea waves
kissing the shore line
My skin feels the touch of
the sea breeze
My heart grows with joy love and happiness

The familiar nice sea scent
calms my mind
soothes my soul
hugs my heart

Close my eyes and
Open my arms wide
Like giving my all
To the nature

Only one missing
You.

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Click like puzzle

Like a movie
We fall for
Each other
In one look
And glimpse

We both
Try to connect
Unexpectedly

Once in a while
Just enough
To burst
Happiness in
Me

Once in a month
We click like
Matching puzzles

It is like love
Fills the air
Between us
And
Keep us close
Together
Even when
We are apart

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Like a little girl

Sneaking and peeping
Through the hour
And windows
Waiting for you
To come

The vehicle sounds
Nerves me
Like listening
To your footsteps

Coughing sounds
From the people
Walking and passing by
Injected blood rush
Like hearing
To your voices

Like a little girl
Waiting for her daddy to come
Back from work
Like a school girl
Waiting for her secret crush to come
Into the classroom

Patiently wait
For you to come back

Standing at the gate
Smiling broadly
Waiting for me
To run and you
Catch me in
Your arms

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Dup-dap

Ticking clock
On the wall
Synchronizes with
My heart beats

Tick-tock
Dup-dap

Like our hearts
Beating together
Into in single rythm
When we lay
Down next to
One another

Dup-dap
Dup-dap

Listening to yours
Like listening to mine
Like listening to music
That sooth
And calm
My heart mind and soul

Like a lulaby
Singing by you
Till I fall asleep
In your arms

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Blush

Blush is all
I know to
Do when I
See you
Meet you
Watch you

Blush is what
I do when
I know that
You look
You see
You smile
To me

I know not
Till they told me
That I
Blush

What can
I do to not
Blush

Because
You make
My heart
Pumps blood
Rush to make me
Blush

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Shine

Waking up
Your shine kisses
My skin lightly
Just enough to
Brighten my morning
And day

Missing you every
Night and then

Being with your light
Reflected by
The moon
Making me missing
You even more

How I wish
I could stay there
With you
For now
And then
Forever

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Done

Done
Satisfied with it
Managed to lock everything in
Without to explain
Just the way
My heart wants
To escape
All the noises
From the outside
And listen to only one
Done