From the only Creator to the only Creator
" Say, 'he is God, the One, God, The Sel-sufficient One. He does not give birth, nor was He born and there is nothing like Him. "
(41:1-4)

Monday, 27 July 2015

Guilt in me.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
(In the name of God, the most Gracious the most Merciful)

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"Rain is coming
So does my heart
I can barely look up
Without the guilt in me

All I ask
Everyday is love
For HIM
As for return, I belive
Lots of love for me

As wide as my eyes are open
The realization is clear
The guilt in me
Grows

Turning back
I have done it before
Running away
Is my field

But

The guilt in me
Continues to grow

Face it
And I will loose
The second most important
Friendship."

By Human.

Thursday, 23 July 2015

Precious

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
(In the name of God the most Gracious, th most Merciful)

Last night was as usualy routine. I found myself half sleepy in between grammary and comfy warm blanket.

Until I closed my eyes.

I remember my world of dream clearly. I myself was shocked with the people I met. They are those who from the past and present. Perhaps future which almost impossible through science. And possible because HE is the most Powerful.

I met my schoolmates and teachers. The setting was somewhere I am not familiar with but I knew it was a school, boarding school. I was a school student, again. I am not sure why. Almost everyone was happy and excited to see me. Grateful.

And then in the hostel together with my little sister. Again, it just did not make any sense. Heh, after all everything is possible in dream worlds. Interestingly, I have a dragon as a pet. A good one, tame also. Just like toothless.

Another person was my school form three best friend buddy. I haven't see and heard from him for more that 4 years. I wonder where he is now. And yet he appreared in my dream. I was quite shocked to see him. We didn't have much time to talk as I was rushing to an event - archery tournament.

Here I met UTM archers. I was not one of them and not surprise by that because I am no longer one. They were trying their best to compete with one another. I did excitedly watch then, support and explain to my buddy.

Strange because it has been a while.. I kept on forgetting my dreams at the moment I opened my eyes.

I wonder what it is all about. Does it means anything or something? Did I miss out something?

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Sunday, 12 July 2015

Jenuh

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
(In the name of God the most Gracious the most Merciful)

I have come across few things lately that kept spining in circle. Same thing happened again and again. So here, I am dedicating a poem to sum up the story, feeling and emotion behind it. And I am writing in Bahasa.

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Sebulan lebih sudah
Pagi petang malam
Tiap ketika
Ada sahaja tidak kena
Baik engkau atau aku

Lelah dan letih
Perkara berbeza punca sama
Ego berdua melangit
Bak langit
Perasaan masing masing
Sekrang pun tak nak
Kalah

Maaf dan kemaafan
Dua dua telah dipinta
Dan meminta
Namun hal yang sama
Menghenyak perasaan
Untuk maaf dan kemaaf
Kerna diri sudah jenuh

Acap kali ku putuskan
Sampai di sini sahaja
Tapi kebaikan mu
Yang sejarah itu
Buat aku malu dan segan
Untuk terus berdiam diri
Dengan harapan
Kau dan aku pasti
Akan seperti biasa semula

Sangkaan ku meleset
Entah yang keberapa kali
Jenuh ku rasakan
Buntu idea juga fikiran
Solusi juga fantasi bermain
Dalam kotak fikiran
Mencari akal dan cara
Meleraikan sumpah ini

Dimanakah dan kemanakah
Penghujung antara kau dan aku
Entah ku tidak nampak
Masa hadapan ku kau tiada
Masa lalu ku penuh
Masa kini ku kau sentiasa ada

Jenuh aku.

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Thank you for reading it.

Wassalam.