Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...
Dear my Lil' Panda (nama sebenar dirahsiakan),
The truth is, I'm waiting for this day to come..... but when the day comes, I'm speechless. I couldn't really arrange any words to say it to you...
I was struggling to find suitable words to say but when I saw you, I guess, I couldn't say it.
I'm sorry Lil' Panda, it is not that I don't remember, I do. Because I do, it makes me lost in my own words. I know it is just a simple word to say...and I know too that the day is not a simple day for you to let it go... For...I'm sure you miss your dad, a lot......
Like what you've told me before, you do really love your dad, his sacrifices for you... I realize I couldn't really understand how you feel for I didn't experience it, yet. I'm so sorry.
But, all I know is that....I'm sure that your dad really proud of you, for who you are now. A person who really care about Islam, Ummah and all. I'm sure that your dad would always praise for what you've done. And I'm sure, he, now, happy for you always pray for him.... (doa anak soleh/solehah untuk ayah pasti termakbul, kan?)
and, I'm sure.... he'll wait for you in front of one of the jannah's door........
Lil' Panda,
You were born this day before... you never ask to be born and no one did. You never know what were waiting for you in front yet you kept on growing, day by day. you never ask to face such difficulties and challenges yet you faced them all with the courage that you have, the strength that He gave you. It was amazing for you in such young age, to face all those challenges... instead of straying away from the right path, you're moving towards it.... bit by bit you managed to find it.... :')
Alhamdulillah......
you know what? I'm seriously grateful to know you, Lil Panda. You inspire me, a lot. You prove to me that I can face any problems that I have. To have a person who always remind you to the Creator is such a blessing... and you are one of those who never fail to 'jentik' my heart to remember HIM, effortlessly.
You're such an amazing person, Lil Panda.
So, keep on track..! it is okay to fall... but never stop to stand up and keep on running...
Salam Ulang Tahun Kelahiran Lil' Panda
*PandaHug*
15/1/14
