No One

Who knows what
It is in my mind
My soul
My heart

No one knows
What

Even I myself
In puzzled

Sometimes I
Thought I was
Clear

But then
I realized
Not

It gets even
Messier

Who knows what
It is in my
Heart
Soul
Mind

No one.

Cintaku memenuhi hatiku

"..amat besar harganya perkataanmu itu bagiku. Saya putus asa, atau saya timbul pengharapan dalam hidupku yang belum tentu tujuannya ini, semuanya bergantung bukan kepada diriku, bukan pula kepada orang lain, tetapi kepada engkau sendiri. Engkaulah yang sanggup menjadikan saya seorang gagah berani, tetapi engkau pula sanggup menjadikam saya sengsara selamanya. Engkau boleh memutuskan harapanku, engkau pun sanggup membunuhku."

"Kalau demikian, hari inilah saya terangkan di hadapanmu, di hadapan cahaya matahari yang baru naik, di hadapan roh ibu bapa yang sudah sama-sama berkalang tanah, saya katakan: Bahwa jiwaku telah diisi sepenuh-penuhnya oleh cinta kepadamu. Cintaku kepadamu telah memenuhi hatiku, telah terjadi sebagai nyawa dan badan adanya. Dan selalu saya berkata, biar Tuhan mendenharkan, bahwa engkaulah yang akan jadi suamiku kelak, jika tidak sampai fi dunia, biarlah di akhirat. Dan saya tiadakan khianat kepada janjiku, dan tidak akan berdusta di hadapan Tuhan, dan di hadapan arwah nenek moyangku"

78-79, TKVDW, Hamka

Begitulah sumpah Hayati kepada Zainuddin membuka rahasia batin yang tersembunyi di hatinya, yang selama ini bagaikan teka-teki.

Present

Suprises by suprises
Whether it bad or good
Both never left me
Unshock

Unlike gifts
You know you'll
get something

Daily suprises
By The One
Really makes me
Valued the present more

Thank you so much.

By adahredha@gmail.com

Existence

Existence is merely a word
That left
I no longer live
In present past or future
Of your life

My existence vanished
As I close my eyes
Because
I only live
Within
you

I need no medium
To keep in touch with you
For I am forever
With you

My silence is nothing
To you
Because I am you

Wait for me no longer
Because I am here
with you

May I find the right path
you can lead me to
YOU.

By adahredha@gmail.com

Bersatu

"Jasad berasingan namun jiwa tetap bersatu"

translated from Dilwale

My little warrior

Watching you lying
With no strength
Can be seen
And your eyes
Filled with emptiness
Of life

Day by day
You started to grow
Grew weaker
Like the life
You have now
Consuming you

No I am not
Ready to let you go
Not ready
To be left
By you in this
Harsh cold little world

Please don't
Don't leave me
I'm begging you

Keep on fighting
My little fighter
You have gone through
So much
Ever since you were young

Keep on living
My little warrior
You have lived this far
Don't give up
Just yet

I have gone through a lot
For the past few weeks
Don't leave me
I can no longer deal
With people and you
Leaving me
Alone

Harapanku

Ber-angan angan ku nampak
Seloka jenaka
Ku pohon agar
ia tak setinggi
Harapanku
Agar tidak
Jatuh dalam
Dilema yang
Bagaikan tidak
Berkesudahan

Oleh adahredha@gmail.com